The lyrics from the Katie Perry song, Dark Horse came to mind today " so you want to play with magic , boy you should know what your falling for...cause im coming at you like a dark horse .. " Reminded me of a dream i had . There was a 20 foot tall huuuge black horse with red eyes. If I was to compare my size. Im 5'10" and i came to around its knee! I was in a cloak trying to hide to my child . This horse was looking for me in a barren waste land .(not in this dimention)there was nothing but a single dead tree and dry dirt as far as you could see . I actually was terrified and felt the pure evil and darkness coming from it . There was nowhere to go . I went under the horse and even though I felt it was sent for me.
Myself and the child i was protecting was under it's protection. Ironically enough.
This was a few years ago. My x at the time had a vision at the same time of a huge black being behind him. It rattled him enough he called me to tell me about it. When he came back to the camp after work that day there was a huge bag of rice opened and strewn all over the floor.
When you have magic, your counterparts you encounter will as well. (Light or dark ) What huge lessons this round. Those that come with Venusian love . We have to learn to safeguard it in this world. That's a huge shock to the system when it turns out it's the ones closest to you that are the ones that put the swords in your back. But.. F.A.F.O... (fuck around and find out ) with magic . Not fully understanding , respecting or thinking they are in control the spirit world. I was in utter shock when I looked him dead in the eyes and asked why he would decide to take the left hand path. And the answer was, he really believed that was more powerful and told me that I would loose the battle. Some people are so arrogant and sure of themselves. They actually think using the dark spirits would give them everything. My mind was blown. I can't make this shit up. I had a hard time accepting that any being was capable of such darkness or evil. Even when they were shown the light . They would just spit on it and reject it. I dont understand it ,but I accept it now .
Haaaaard truth and lessons.
But that's what creates the deuality and it is that intense friction between the two forces that is powerful creation energy to an alchemist.
I hesitated to write this...but maybe someone needs to hear this as well. Magic is very real and there are forces and cosmic laws out there that must be respected. I was on the fence being a believer many years ago. But became one through many hard lessons. ✨
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