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Writer's picturelinnea pearson

Random Musings...

Updated: Jul 16

I was having my morning ritual of coffee and reflection time. Sitting in the morning sun listening to the birds chirping and hearing the rustle of leaves through the wind just uplifted and refreshed my spirits in so many ways.


I was thinking about how there seems to be a trend analyzing many different personality types and one that has hit the stage recently is a Sigma Empath. The complex characters that are actually every personality type in one vessel. They tend to subconsciously mirror their environments and people they are around. The social chameleons & shape shifters of the human archetypes.


Also its important to note, there are dark ones and light ones. The dark ones will use their empathetic gifts for self gains, manipulation & destruction.


The ones that use it for the greater good of themselves and others. Their role tends to be to take on a collectives energetic weight. ( That can be familiar, friendships to business )

It is a Herculean task to feel that much and still be able to transmute your own pain and suffering as well as a collectives.

Hence the extreme need for nature time, and to live in harmonious and peaceful environments.


Also to have smaller groups settings but very purposeful interactions with others. It takes a huge toll on us; mind, body, spirit (heart/soul) That is why we need the extended recharge/ recovery times and self care is so important. Without that, its very detrimental to not only ours but the collectives we are working with on an energetic healing level.


I really admire people who are able to produce their work on a daily basis from podcasts, doing videos, or traditional "day" jobs from the cashier to the CEO of a large company. I always felt something was wrong with me that I physically wasn't able to perform the same way as others.

Yet for super empaths that are doing incredibly difficult spiritual energetic work, there isn't really a place for a lot of us in this world where we are compensated and recognized for our contribution to the collectives healing and well being...yet anyways:)

We carry the abilities/ gifts to literally absorb /feel others emotional states of being and transmute those energies. Creating more peaceful and harmonious environments wherever we go.

Yet we also create alot of discord and trigger people deeply into their healing work . So we inturn have to transmute that energy as well. It's a catch 22 for us :)


But because we understand that we all are just reflections of each other . The healed and un healed parts, that is also why we can empathize so deeply with others on such a broad colour spectrum .


People who are in need of healing are called to us on a subconscious level. It's a two way street though because as we are able to help heal those that are ready and willing, it also helps us in our own healing . This is why we love to do our work, it's a win win for everyone.


Our challenge is to not become too enmeshed in the energies because we care/feel so deeply. That is always a delicate balancing act as well as practicing a lot self care, discipline and personal boundaries to energies that are draining to us.


Self care, which I think might surprise some people, is actually really hard for us to do. Our natural nature is to help, heal and give.


Yet I will only speak for myself, because I can't possibly speak for anyone else, even if we shared a lot of similar traits. I feel each soul and individual is so unique, that we cant possibly confine people/ souls to basic check boxes or stereotypes. I also feel the irony is Sigma empaths are probably one of the most misunderstood personality archetypes in a lot of ways.


To confine anyone to any one set archetypes would place judgments /limitations on that person and what they are truly capable of .

This is how we can stifle others growth by holding them to the person they were. That allows no freedom for growth. Its like keeping a plant in a pot that's too small for its roots.


We live in a world/universe of infinite possibilities that our human minds cant even fully understand. Nor should we attempt to fully grasp everything. That isn't our job really. That's the job of the Divine. We are just pieces, little sparks of the Divine viewing itself through us and how we live our lives.

We are nothing but a drop of water in the cosmic ocean, yet we are the entire ocean as well.

The more we become at peace with who we are,( the light and the dark) let go of judgments, unrealistic expectations of ourselves and others we are able to live with childlike wonder and express joy with ease. Then the greater we are able to connect to Divine will, the universe is able to work through you, with what you desire to co create.


Now for the reality of it, I understand knowing this and doing the work are always two very contrasting energies. I struggle with that as well regularly. Super awesome having knowledge, but not knowing how to use that tool can be incredibly challenging.

That's why I feel anyways, its so important to have a variety of people with different experiences, skills,cultures and inner knowings to bounce ideas off of. Learning with and through each other, then taking what resonates or works for us and leaving the rest.


Another musing I had was the saying, "there is a fine line between genius and madness."

I think I understand how the mad scientists and the Luciferian energies came to be. I also was at the superconscious levels many times. Yesterday I was tested again.

Each time I hit the ceiling where I felt whoah ok this is enough, time to ground and get back to earth, its way too much. I would have to shut it down and then just take the time afterwards to integrate slowly the knowledge and understanding what was truly gifted to me.

It is a Divine gift not to be taken lightly or without gratitude or humility. If we don't it will be taken from us, and if we offend the Divine Will by harming or maliciously interfering with the innocence of another, there are severe consequences. That is Universal Law, which is also a natural Law. Ones that I personally would never want endure or wish upon another soul being.

The more we are gifted, the more responsibility we have to tend to those gifts, to be wise and handle our gifts correctly. This takes a lot of time (lifetimes even) patience/compassion with yourself and others who may not understand your gifts, just as much as you may not understand them either.

Trial, error, perseverance, personal reflection and cultivation are good working foundations for anyone learning a new skill.


I also have had many "life" times of memories of being in the darkness, but its a primordial darkness not evil. (huge difference) And also times of being what would be considered super "light." (luciferian). We have all been there to one degree or another at some stages of our development.


I personally enjoy the middle way, it feels right to me, for me, yet I respect and honor all ways. Each soul has a choice, a lesson and a specific soul mission/journey.


Our "darkest" (karmic )greatest teachers usually gift us the hardest lessons. They break us down, so that we many learn to build ourselves back up and become stronger and more self empowered. I am super grateful for them, they taught me so much about myself.

The soft/ overly in their heart compassionate teachers/lessons teach us nothing. If anything it aids in bad behavior. I've been both and that is why I am working so hard to find the middle ground ( for me) in every area of my life.


There is a delicate balance of being soft/ compassionate, yet with firm boundaries of what levels of disrespect you are willing to allow.

We all are here to learn, it doesn't matter what level one is at. It's really all the same playing field on this earthly realm. There is no hierarchy in the eyes of the Divine.


The wish of a child can be more potent than the wish of an adult, because of the innocence and purity of heart that is a direct connection to the Divine Will.


Wisdom comes when you know you have messed up, not just in this life but others and reflect on what went wrong then take appropriate actions to take personal accountability/ responsibility and corrections. Whatever that means (mentally, physically or spiritually (heart/soul)

This is why I feel in my heart that The Divine/ Universe is an infinite source of love, benevolence & compassion. We are all Gods Children in the eyes of the Divine, no matter how "horrible" or lost we see ourselves as. As we are all aspects of the Divine Creator.


To harm the innocent or acts of violence/condemnation (mind body or spirit) is an insult to the Divine inside us and each other.


The Divine Source Creator would never want souls to think/ feel that they are too dammed to be worthy of love and compassion.

We just have to make the right steps, little or big it doesn't matter. As long as there are steps taken that is all that matters. The creator will always catch us when we take leaps of faith into the the dark unknown.


This I know first hand and can say, every time I was terrified to make big changes and couldn't see the path ahead of me because it was so dark. When I took those leaps of faith, everything always worked out in miraculous ways. Some little, some larger, that's all perspective:)


Hugs to all who may be going through this stage. Its not easy, not going to lie. It actually really sucks. But the only way out is through it. Feel the feels, release, cleanse, ground breath, pause... then keep going! I know you have this! I believe in you.

So does the Divine.🤍🫂🙏✨





Caroline Myss has alot of great books on Archetypes. https://g.co/kgs/H9kKNdy



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